Letter to an Angel

Hey Anneta

A few days later still can't believe you are gone, all the friends & family you left behind really miss you. I know it is selfish for all of us to want you back when you are at peace and away from the pain and suffering of this world but you were precious to all of us, people you met briefly you left a lasting impression on them just like you left your mark on all of us. Looking at the message written about you, you will never be forgotten & you will always be loved.

I am so thankful to God for your life and the joy you spread around us even when you were hurt on the inside. I wish I could have shared some of your pain if it would bring you back. You will forever be with us, it is a real shame that it took you going for us to come together and realize how much you meant to us. I pray you knew how much we valued you.

Although it won't be the same without you but I am going to live life for the both of us, enjoy every waking moment and every blessing & all the joy and happiness received and be thankful & appreciate all the people I have been blessed to meet. We meet a lot of people in life and forget some but you will never be forgotten.

I can keep writing about how special you are but my words can never do justice to how upset I feel or how much you meant to me. When I see your family and friends I want to cry because I can see you in them but I will stay strong and support for them.

Rest in peace and stay your blessed and cheerful self and we will all meet up in a better place and catch our usual jokes.

R.I.P Anneta Oji an angel among humans. Hope you get this message

Your friend and brother
Folaju

PS to everyone that reads this cherish life and all those around you don't wait for a tragedy like to occur before realising what is important. Live your life to the fullest.

Letter to a Lost Friend

I really wish I didn't have a reason to write this post but I do. I couldn't believe when I got the call telling me, you left without saying goodbye. Words can't describe how I feel right now or what you meant to me.

I am going to try and not mourn over you but remember all the fun we had. I really miss you, can't believe your gone now. It really hurts because we hadn't spoken in a while and I called the day before to share my joy and see how you were but you didn't pick up. I wish I had a chance to tell you how much you mean to me but alas I don't, I hope this post can get to you and let you know you were one of my true friends, you were more like a sister than a friend. I would have done anything to make you happy.

I wish you would have called me and told me all the problems you were going through, I told you I would always to be there to listen to what ever problem you had and help you through it. I wish you would have opened up to me and told me what was going on. The last time I saw you was your birthday, I wish we could go back to that day so we can spend more time together.

You had so much going for you, you finished your university degree, got a good job and were going to go Law school. Why would God make them and then take them young, its really not fair. We had so much plans for this summer can't believe we can never do them.

Just met your mum & family for the first time, felt like they were my own. The love they had for you is incredible, You will sure be missed. I met you at university, felt like we known each other forever. Though I when I gave you advice and sometimes you ignored it which annoyed me sometimes because you were stubborn and a fighter, I can't believe you gave up this time.

Still doesn't feel like you have gone, waiting to get up from a bad dream but its not going to happen, I miss you so much. Why would God take you from us like that, knowing how much joy you brought into peoples lives. I guess he needs more good people in heaven than on earth & you are in a better place now, so hope you are enjoying yourself and we will surely meet again.

Going through all the pics we took just saddens me, we had so much fun & you were so filled with life. I saw one of your folder 'the girl who lived' that almost broke my heart. I wish you were still here, I am so blessed that we met & all the people you introduced me to.

I will always love you forever, my friend but more like family.

Your brother now and forever
Folaju aka GCB aka fifi

Favourite Artist at The Moment

Ok I haven't blogged in a while, been twittering most of the time and watching tv shows.

Anyway I have decide to dedicate this post to one of my favourite rappers in an era of gimmicks and skinny jeans and gold chains. I am talking bout none other than Drizzy Drake Rogers, Jimmy from Degrassi. You don't know better get to know.

Ok I know he is getting a lot of buzz at the moment which is rightly so, dude is on a different plain to most rappers. He can sing and rap, his word play and delivery are nice.

You wanna get into Drake here are a list of mixtapes to get:

So far gone

Comeback season

Room for improvement

The Empire & Drake present: The drought is over

I have several tune, I put on repeat constantly but 'Best I Ever Had' is probably my favourite, the song is too nice (works well with the ladies)

Check him out, you wont regret it