Letter to a Lost Friend

I really wish I didn't have a reason to write this post but I do. I couldn't believe when I got the call telling me, you left without saying goodbye. Words can't describe how I feel right now or what you meant to me.

I am going to try and not mourn over you but remember all the fun we had. I really miss you, can't believe your gone now. It really hurts because we hadn't spoken in a while and I called the day before to share my joy and see how you were but you didn't pick up. I wish I had a chance to tell you how much you mean to me but alas I don't, I hope this post can get to you and let you know you were one of my true friends, you were more like a sister than a friend. I would have done anything to make you happy.

I wish you would have called me and told me all the problems you were going through, I told you I would always to be there to listen to what ever problem you had and help you through it. I wish you would have opened up to me and told me what was going on. The last time I saw you was your birthday, I wish we could go back to that day so we can spend more time together.

You had so much going for you, you finished your university degree, got a good job and were going to go Law school. Why would God make them and then take them young, its really not fair. We had so much plans for this summer can't believe we can never do them.

Just met your mum & family for the first time, felt like they were my own. The love they had for you is incredible, You will sure be missed. I met you at university, felt like we known each other forever. Though I when I gave you advice and sometimes you ignored it which annoyed me sometimes because you were stubborn and a fighter, I can't believe you gave up this time.

Still doesn't feel like you have gone, waiting to get up from a bad dream but its not going to happen, I miss you so much. Why would God take you from us like that, knowing how much joy you brought into peoples lives. I guess he needs more good people in heaven than on earth & you are in a better place now, so hope you are enjoying yourself and we will surely meet again.

Going through all the pics we took just saddens me, we had so much fun & you were so filled with life. I saw one of your folder 'the girl who lived' that almost broke my heart. I wish you were still here, I am so blessed that we met & all the people you introduced me to.

I will always love you forever, my friend but more like family.

Your brother now and forever
Folaju aka GCB aka fifi