Never Can Say Goodbye

Hey Neatz,

Its been 5 months since you have gone and I still can't believe you are gone. I hope your in Heaven smiling down. You were one of the truest friends I had, man I miss you. My birthday is coming up this is the first time I am spending it without you making me laugh & trying to get me to smile in pictures. I really miss you. When i was sending the invite i almost added you, took me a second to realize you had gone.

On Facebook it says I should 'Write on your wall to reconnect', words can never say how I still feel or what you meant to me. The mere thought of you being gone brings tears to my eyes. I know its weird for you to see me like this, you rarely saw me show emotion, well anger and smiling. You know I didn't agree with some of your choices but you were still my friend, even when you were late to meet us, you were still my homie and I always respected you. you were always there to talk to.

I finally got my licence and I can't even take you on a drive but I guess I will have to wait till I see you later. You never got to be in my graduation pics but I know you will be there with me. Damn, I can't believe its starting to rain as I am writing this. You are my homie for life, I know I haven't been to see your family in a while but I dont know what to say, how can I console them when someone so special has gone. when we go out now, if really feels weird taking pics, you know you were the queen of that. its like you took my smile, when you left. not that i smile much anyway. I am gna be 23 in less than 2 days, I have achieved a lot in my life so far but nothing compares to losing you.

I am going to end it before i get to emotional, I can Never say Goodbye to you, you will forever be in my heart,My homie.

Love
Folaju aka (GCB)